Squeeeee!!

Anthropologie, dude. Anthropology. They get me every time. I'll just point out a few "must make self peel eyeballs off screen"s.
HAT:
BOOTS:BLOUSE:
SWEATER:
HEELS:

Happy birthday merry christmas!

at least I'm consistent.ly inconsistent?

Ahh dear god I have been rolling in a molten river of lava for two weeks. Or just struggling with my life. (life lava)

How can a girl who has been an artist since she can remember feel like she can never be an artist? Cause I don't know. Ugh. I just want to be done with school. It just shoves frustration after frustration in my face. I have this wonderful opportunity to just make art, no job, no real responsibilities (ahem, sorta), surrounded by supportive peers and faculty all interested in helping me be the best I can. But I am just frozen. I can't make, and when I do (since I have to) I don't do the things I want to do. I am making myself miserable with this internal tug-a-war.

I keep thinking over and freaking over that I should have saved my money and just gone to beauty school to work with my mom. But that would have been too easy, right? I might have had a chance at simple happiness. I guess I just like to struggle....